26th of august 2025

In a meditative state i was working with the theory on chakras ultimately releasing kundalini energy, turning on and changing color of several lights. laying down a tarot spread asking what was going on in each of my chakras at that moment. For the fourth chakra the Death card from the cosmic tarot came up which shocked me at first. However death in tarot is a transformational passage, part of the cycle.

• crown chakra: Ace of wands
• third eye chakra: The high priest
• Throat chakra: 10 of Wands (RX)
• Heart chakra: Death
• Solar plexus chakra: 3 of Wands
• Sacral chakra: 4 of Swords
• Root chakra: King of Swords

In meditation practice visions of higher dimensional space of consciousness came up. The workings of Ego and Spirit, the coming to together in the heart chakra where the soul arises on this intersection. The hierarchy of the chakras showed itself not as a vertical linear system. Instead a folding in on itself creating a loop, before folding into a mobius strip or Infinity. yet even this closed infinity extends through another dimension, repetition is the illusion.

the awareness identifying with a ‘self’ is part of this infinite machinery, it is subject and creator. time and dimensional traveler existing in multiple (generational) frames and layers. the inevitable number of ego’s in masks is supplied like a substance. A psychedelic stimulant for awareness to get high on.